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Sunday, July 31 2005, 06:22AM

Best dream I have ever had.

Two days ago, I had the best dream I've ever had in my life:

I was walking her to her house and left her at her front-door (while she'd not yet opened the door).
Then I left her there and as I started to walk away she walked along with me for a very short walk (like, a few steps), while staring me in my eyes (as I looked back upon her).
I tried to assure her I'd be fine when she put her arms around me and kissed me on my lips (with her very sweet, soft and tasty lips — my very first kiss).
Then she turned around (her back facing me) and was about to walk home (happy and smiling) when I embrased her with all the love I could give, put my head on her right shoulder and kissed her on her right cheek.
She let me hold her for a short while and then I let her go to go back to her home, I held her arm gently as she walked off (her hand being slit away from my hand) while I said something to her with a very loving tone of voice (which I can't remember what that was).

Then I awoke from my dream and felt so overwhelmed with love (and mixed feelings), I didn't want to wake up yet.
So, I tried to get back to sleep (unable to get back to that dream, as you may have already guessed).

I know this'll be sappy and stupid for most people, but I really couldn't care less.
I hope I can ever really do feel as happy and loved as I was in my dream. *sighs*

Also, I know I should be over her by now, it's been almost a month since I last spoke to her (I think maybe she's on vacation; either that, or she's blocked me from her MSN list) and until now, I was sure I really was over her, I really have no idea where this dream came from.
Sad to say, I guess I still do have feelings for her even though I've tried to move on since I last saw her and told her what I felt about her.
I know dreams don't mean anything but maybe this dream reflects on what I had expected on where to go with her.
I don't know.  All I know is that this must have been, without a doubt, the best dream I've ever had in my life so far. :)

Agilo

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